As I look back upon my years In my dark days I never dreamed
I surely must reflect. that life could be this way.
Like many others I struggled I was so afraid and ashamed
with abuse and neglect. that I dreaded each day.
I did not know the true impact I wore a mask to hide feelings
those many rough years had. I did not want to feel.
I simply struggled to survive. I stuffed them down with all my might
To me that wasn’t bad. just hoping to conceal.
As time went by my health declined. You showed me I’m free to be me.
The search for help began. The power is inside.
The most important day for me was You showed me how to stand up strong
the day I shook your hand. and not to run and hide.
I felt the kindness in your heart You set many good examples.
and trust I had not known. You teach the way you live.
Within a matter of seconds Warmth, love, kindness, patience and trust –
I did not feel alone. a glimpse of what you give.
You gently reached inside my soul I’ve often said I can’t repay
and pulled with utmost care. the things you’ve done for me.
We went where I didn’t want to go -- There’s not a thank you in this world
tough memories to share. I feel would make you see.
The times that followed weren’t easy. As I look into the future
There was hard work to do. and walk across this land,
It was worth each moment because no day will mean more to me than
I learned so much from you. the day I shook your hand.
You taught me how to change my ways.
That gave me great relief.
You taught me how to change my life –
a life beyond belief.
Copyright Lisa G. King
July 4, 2005
This poem was written as a thank you to P.Y. When we met, I was scared to death. I couldn't distinguish between one feeling and another. I was monotone and, somewhat, comatose in responses.
My healing journey continues. I would like to express my appreciation to everyone at Living Pathways for making me feel at home with their kindness. It certainly makes the journey seem a little easier. I couldn't have put my care into a better bunch of hands.
Healing mind, body and spirit.
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